A Letter
from the Host
by Brian Newhouse
Last November I was asked at the last minute to fill in as a substitute host for
one of the live Minnesota Orchestra broadcasts, which in an earlier life had been
my home, of sorts. Who was it who said you can never go home? Normally, I like
going home.
But this was one request that made me pause - and say, "no thanks". But let
me back up. From 1986 to 1991 I hosted the Friday evening broadcasts from Orchestra
Hall. I loved it for two reasons, the first one pretty selfish. In the beginning
I knew so little repertoire, and each week was on-the-job education, the Orchestra
presenting the biggest, splashiest classroom imaginable. At the time Music Director
Edo de Waart was working his way through the Mahler symphonies, and each one of
these pieces was like a thunder clap up close - power and magnificence. Second:
this is virtually the last American orchestra to regularly broadcast their performances
live; it takes players with talent and spine to do that, and it was exciting to
bring their art to you.
But then, the Grass-Is-Greener Syndrome. I'd always dreamt of living in a German-speaking
country to polish my Deutsch and see how if I could survive in a foreign culture.
German State Radio (Deutsche Welle) asked me to host a daily international news
program, European Journal, and I jumped at it. The Balkan War was on, the Berlin
Wall had fallen a year or so earlier … it was an exciting time to be in Europe.
For two years I happily nudged my career in that new direction, journalism.
But - I'll save you the convoluted turns - all did not go as planned. Family illness,
and a less-than-enthusiastic response to all things German, brought me home to
the States. I came back to Minnesota and eventually hung out a freelancer's shingle.
I worked weekends at American Public Media, wrote books, sang with the Dale Warland
Singers, and, between bending nails in a 1929 St. Paul fixer-upper, bounced two
babies on my knee. OK, so I wouldn't be a journalist. The freelancer's hat fit,
and I loved the juggling of jobs and family life. Do you get the picture? A life
moving not in the straightest line - but the line and the life always moving forward.
So, when the question came, "Do you want a crack at your old job?" I said at
first, "No thanks" - as much as I'd loved hosting the Minnesota Orchestra, that
was Something I Used To Do. But the requester was persistent and I eventually
said, Oh, what the heck, just this once.
Their program that week: a Haydn symphony, Strauss's Four Last Songs, and a
semi-staged Ravel opera I'd never heard before, L'Enfant et les Sortileges, about
a little boy who learns compassion from the animals in his backyard.
I went to a midweek rehearsal. One foot inside Orchestra Hall and the blood
started rushing. Strauss's glorious swan song, the pure magic of Ravel (who elbows
Bach and Schubert for top spot on my favorite-composers list) - I should've seen
this coming. When it was all over Friday night at 10:00 I felt I'd been absolutely
blind-sided. The beauty of the music, the excitement of it taking place right
then, the challenge of trying to convey all of that to you - I was hooked. Monday
morning I wrote a proposal to host the broadcasts full time again, and did my
best to hide my Please-Oh-Please feeling.
So I'm back home. Funny thing, it doesn't feel like a return, but the next
exciting step that a lucky guy gets to take with his life. I hope you'll join
me Friday nights on American Public Media. And if you're in some other part of
the world and can't tune in American Public Media, try your local public radio
station. Many carry the broadcasts on a delayed basis. Either way, you'll hear
extraordinary music and wonderful music-making.
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